Sanitys-Oubliette

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Waiting For Sunrise Chpt 2 by Sanitys-Oubliette, literature

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Waiting For Sunrise Chpt 2

Chapter 2 Once taken away from the situation, Irene began to let the impact of the scenario run through her head. She has taken a stranger into her home. She should have just called an ambulance and let them take care of it. Perhaps she even should have left the moment she noticed the fight. Would he have died all alone if she had not helped him? Irene sighed as she turned the squeaky faucet, allowing a sturdy stream of warm water to pour out. She pulled up the tab to turn on the shower and got in. Maybe she should phone in sick? Leaving the man behind alone in her house made her uneasy. What if he ruined or stole something? Her fat

Waiting For Sunrise Chpt 1 by Sanitys-Oubliette, literature

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Waiting For Sunrise Chpt 1

The pain was too great, and she could not imagine for how much longer she could endure. She desperately prayed to any greater being for mercy, even if it meant death. Such dark thoughts had seldom captivated her, but she was beyond hoping for a kinder mercy, and had brought herself to accept that her end may come very soon, if she were so fortunate. Her arms ached so from being held up by those immovable shackles. She knew she could not slip out of them even if she tried. If she did manage to dislocate her thumb and slip through, there was not a chance of her getting out alive. They were there. They would stop her and torture her even

Vademecum by Sanitys-Oubliette, literature

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Vademecum

I run my fingers along Your small, slender spine Full of thoughts I know are wrong Now I fill you with them Inside you are many marks I left so secretly Whatever moves or sparks My desires and emotions I keep you locked away So that you cannot testify To the unacceptable things I say What I think and how I feel Yet it amazes me that you Can bare my bitter burdens All that I have been through You hold so deep How long will you keep The secrets that hant me still? When will I be able to sleep? Secure, knowing that you're guarded I know that I need you To remind me of past mistakes Even though it is true That I'd rather yo

Silence Without Peace by Sanitys-Oubliette, literature

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Silence Without Peace

The sun was shining The air was fresh The birds were singing And everything was at peace You report your life as though Reading word for word From a children's picture book I know it's just a delusion The sun is hiding The air is stagnant The birds have flown away And this silence isn't peace You may have fooled yourself You may have fooled the crowds But I know the world we live in It followed me here Go ahead, ignite me some sunshine And try to cleanse the air Put out feed for desperate birds And deny the truth of this silence Go on and call it peace I'll call it a stalemate with bodies piling And I'll prepare for anot

Dying Alone by Sanitys-Oubliette, literature

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Dying Alone

People never want to die alone, but do they ever stop to think about who is there to witness them at their very worst? I only want to pass away with no watching eyes or touching hands. I refuse to let my loved ones see me in my final, humbling hour. I'm too proud to die with friends. I'm too scared to die with family. I'm too worried my last words will be a testimony to my legacy of shame. I can't let them hear me while I prepare for paradise or prison. I can't let them see me when my fless undresses my spirit. So, please, close your eyes and ears and turn away from me.

Blinded by the Enlightenment by Sanitys-Oubliette, literature

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Blinded by the Enlightenment

The more I see The more I find That all my knowledge Has made me blind The more I feel The more I'm aware My true emotions Were never really there The flash of insight Stunned my eyes The jaded world Paralyzed my cries Our lives are a farce Of truths lost in this day Black and white interbred Birthing austere gray The rules we created Are made to be broke The sense we once shared Has suffered the last stroke We search for answers We already knew We chase after lies To make them all true We reach outside our boxes To accept all, even sin But now I am pleading Please, let me back in No longer may I return To the lif

Haiku 8 - Can't Write Haikus by Sanitys-Oubliette, literature

Haiku 7 - Clock by Sanitys-Oubliette, literature

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I Will Always Be Alone by Sanitys-Oubliette, literature

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I Will Always Be Alone

Loneliness The vacuumous trap Laying within me Sapping away comfort Sapping away love Sapping away life It dwells within I walk through crowds Still, I am alone Passing by faces Passing by laughter Passing by life I can't escape The feeling that I'm alone I feel a hand on my shoulder Telling about friendship Telling about acceptance Telling about life The hand is cold Not there, like a ghost The words are the same The same falacies Falacy of comfort Falacy of love Falacy of friendship Falacy of acceptence Falacy of Life I'll always be alone

Spare me Your Flattery by Sanitys-Oubliette, literature

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Spare me Your Flattery

Spare me your flattery, I know that I screwed up. Don't tell me I'm fine When that's not sincere I know I can improve I know i'm worthless now You aren't helping me When you tell me what I want to hear You are my friend But you only make me worse You fail to comprehend Your sympathy is a curse I know the truth is cruel And it'll break my heart My feelings are rediculed But the most important part.

Honesty by Sanitys-Oubliette, literature

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Honesty

Apart That's how life falls Not down. Not over. Only apart. Secrets They whisper sinisterly Burning up in my chest Building steam Trying to burst from within Lies I don't care for the ones I tell Only the truths I withhold They could set me free Or destroy me Or destroy her. No, they'll destroy us. Tell Honesty is devastating Essential, but cruel Keep it within God will forgive me For not telling the truth.

Sanctum of War by Sanitys-Oubliette, literature

Meaningless by Sanitys-Oubliette, literature

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Meaningless

I wake in a dream Whispering meaningless secret Can I hear? Do I listen? Can I see? Wake up The dream is real I look at my reflection Displaying a meaningless mask Can I see? Do I watch? Can I feel? Turn away, the glass shatters The kaleidoscope world sleeps I caress the cold, sharp edges Administering meaningless pain Can I feel? Do I ache? Can I wake? I drop the shards And I again fall into consciousness Can I hear? Can I see? Can I feel? I live in a meaningless world Do I listen Do I watch? Do I ache? I live in a meaningless dream

Or Die Trying by Sanitys-Oubliette, literature

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Or Die Trying

Things aren't what they seem I look for the hidden things Misplaced, disco-ordinate, without theme That wants to break me down Go back Go Back Warning from beyond Be calm Don't hurry Be calm Don't worry Find it now Or die trying One step at a time I enter the abyss Where heroism is a crime And I'm doomed to fate Go back Go back You can't take it Be sure Don't stall Be sure Don't fall Find the truth Or die Trying Black is White Night is Day Twisted sight Comes Today Things aren't what they seem Go back Go back Everything is without theme Be Calm Be Calm One step at a time Be sure Be sure I will solve this

Bring Me an End by Sanitys-Oubliette, literature

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Bring Me an End

Destruction's vice grips me I tremble but do not bow Death and carnage is all I see And all I'll ever know Gunfire penetrates my body I do not flinch as I bleed I charge through hatred's fire Following foolish lead I know I'll die tomorrow Only to live a few more cycles Of this agony and sorrow I know this must end Bring me an end I'll live for that day Bring me an end I won't fall Give me peace To finally rest my head Give me peace Let me fall

Welcome Death by Sanitys-Oubliette, literature

Disturbed Imagination by Sanitys-Oubliette, literature

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Disturbed Imagination

Drip, drip, drip. Eyes wander to the source. Crimson, thick liquid. Drip, drip, drip. Walking to the tap smelling the salty odur. She turns the tap and watches clear liquid rush out in a stirdy vertical stream. She places her hand in the water, waiting for it to cool. Splash. Her face tingles as the tiny, chilling razers hit her face, the cool water washing away the red. No trace of it now, the blood was never there. She goes now, turning corners. Ther are shadows everywhere, somewhere to hide. The low growl of a canine jolts her attention. She stops. Without taking a single step she rushes to the back sliding door. Barking. Hissing. Growlin

Doll by Sanitys-Oubliette, literature

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65. IdiOt BoX by LoSteMo, literature

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65. IdiOt BoX

(6-26-03 to 6-27-03) Turn on this mechanism Stare into its screen Leaving the rest of the world Unseen Smash the glass And tear its wires I can't watch this idiot box anymore I'm too tired Push the plastic button It shows how the world is supposed to be Shows it with broken homes And poverty It shows how to live a ¡"good" life With cigarettes, alcohol, sex, and money It shows how good males' lives would be If they had wives that were air-headed honeys Showing you the "future" through its screen And how to be "beautiful" How to be seen It kills her self image It teaches him how to smoke It makes her want to be caged It

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Unjust Slayers - Extended by Sanitys-Oubliette, literature

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Unjust Slayers - Extended

Many years ago ferocious yet mystical beasts ravaged the land. They ruled the sky and scorched the land with their incinerating breath. They protected their dank, dark homes with their large jagged teeth, powerful jaws, and eviscerating talons. Their scintillating scales never failed to deflect man's arrows and repel man's clubs. These were the dragons: man's greatest enemy. For centuries the dragons terrorized mankind. There wasn't anything they felt they could do. No one knew where they came from or why, but a dragon in the sky was always a bad omen. Many would make many sacrifices to these creatures for safety of they're homes. This us

Unjust Slayers - Extended

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Current Residence: This Computer
Favourite genre of music: Depends on my mood.
Favourite cartoon character: Garfield or Daria
Personal Quote: I will eat your first born child

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The Last Unicorn and Transformers the Movie are tied

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It all depends on my mood.

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Anything I can win at

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Writng, Role playing, Plotting, Some Anime, Video Games

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Sanitys-Oubliette

Jun 2, 2006

Crash

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Wooo it's been a long time since I've written a journal entry.  First off, I had a dry spell.  Then I had computer troubles.  I also forgot my password for this account... and remembered it.... but still have computer troubles.  Right now I am using my mother's computer.

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Sanitys-Oubliette

Dec 13, 2004

Getting it back!

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I haven't been this productive since about October and September, even then poetry or prose was few and far inbetween.  But recently I've been getting back into the swing of writing, albeit the quality isn't my usual standard.  However, when one does not practice, they lose touch of their talents.  I haven't been putting much effort into mind recently, but now that will all change... hopefully.  I just can't wait to get home and start working on some of my old stories.  Or maybe I'll resume Purple Boundaries.  Hopefully I won't short out too quickly and go another long droll of uncreativeness. I really do enjoy writing, I just wish I could si

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Sanitys-Oubliette

Nov 30, 2004

Poets Workshop

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Some time ago, less than a month at least, I got an email inviting me to Poet's Workshop.  Now, I don't know who sent this to me, because I know there is a way to 'notify your friends' by putting their email address in and having poets workshop send an invitation.  To this day I do not know how I ended up getting this email.  Nevertheless I checked it out.  It gaurantees good reviews, rankings as a reviewer and rankings as a poet.  I tried the free trial and submitted a poem. Liking it I decided to get a paid subscription. I've had it for about maybe two weeks and I've written 101 reviews and recieved 110 reviews.  I've been keeping a spreads

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Rubedo

Dec 2, 2004

I love your poems, but you haven't been doing them in a while, think you would be doing anymore in the nearby future?

Sanitys-Oubliette

Dec 7, 2004

I've been wanting to write poems... but it hasn't been working.

marimochida

Aug 1, 2004

Hi, i liked your "Unjust Slayers - Extended" a lot...I'll read the rest of your work later.
Oh, and one more thing: I'll be stalking you..hope you don't mind about that.

Sanitys-Oubliette

Aug 1, 2004

I never mind being stalked.... unless I'm literally being stalked and someone starts peering through my window (thought the blinds are usually down int he summer anyway) with binoculars! Eeeee *shudders*

insane-kraken

Jun 7, 2004

ahh, others that engage in interpersonality conversations. i do too, sometimes.
no you don't!
yes I do.
Prove it!!
Fine, I will!!
BRING IT ON!!
k. TIME TO DIE! HIEEEEEEE!!
<splat>
ahh, much better.
goodbye.

Sanitys-Oubliette

Jun 7, 2004

Interpsonality conversations are of some of the highest calibur.

insane-kraken

Jun 7, 2004

exactly
yep
i agree
uh-hu